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Asylum of awake nightmares

from Facing what I'm becoming by Winterheart

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Tonight…again
An awake nightmare
As I’m still lying
Bipolar visions and dying

This vision my mind created
Every night I have to face
The insanity inside me
Slowly and painfully killing me

Your calming silence I call warfare
Cause it is my worst awake nightmare
When something inside my scratching my mind
Torturing and killing me alive

Carving inside, observing from outside
Watching myself dying and going mental
As the victim of this lifetime terror
The scariest future I see is in the mirror


Can’t fall asleep again…
lying alone in the darkness
embraced by total emptiness and deathly silence
but still in torturing noise
created by my own thoughts.
eating me alive from inside
Making myself going mental

But my body is still struggling…fooling everybody and everything.
I am a mirror from the outer world, window from inside.
I am stuck in my own body, shouting for help but they can’t hear me,they cant hear me they can’t see me.
They can’t find my dead soul to grab it and avoid from falling down into total emptiness
I am scratching the wall trying to get out from my own shelf.
Observing the world that maybe I don’t even want to live in.

Insomnia is an awake nightmare
but you can not wake up to get rid of it.
But still that total emptiness
creates me without any influence
Every night another part of me
comes into existence
For that insane suffering
just to die immediately.

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from Facing what I'm becoming, released December 6, 2015

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